It's Been A Long Time

Hey all....I know its been a long time since i put up stuff in my blog...well i dont know where to start but its been 7 months now since my last post. Hope you all are fine and thanks for still checking out my blog...

Well..its been a rollercoaster ride since the past few months, but thank God I survived it all...recently i would say that some unpleasant incidents had really knocked me hard in the head that it made me realised that i had to do something for myself...well i know that im a 'soft-hearted' person - okay okay before you all start to scramble around to grab a bin and puke into, hear me out first ok?? - well yeah as i was saying, i'm the kind of person that some say 'soft' or 'lembek' malay would call it, in terms of emotions...ppl may play some bad jokes on me, or say some unpleasant stuff abt me, or treat me the way NO ONE should be treated, but in the end i tend to forgive them and still stay nice to them. Many have told me to tell them off but then i didnt have the heart to do it...coz i know that if i were to reach that point to telling others off, it might turn out ugly and i didnt want that to happen....but then one day, i reached the max boiling point that i couldnt withstand it any longer..i've been taken advantage of and stepped on. I realised that I had to respect and stand up for myself and never EVER let others put me down. I know what im worth, what im capable of and most importantly, i dont deserve to be mentally abused in that manner. But, that doesnt mean that i have to be mean to others. With the right method used, im able to solve the problems and at the same time i didnt hurt the other person.

So, I've made small steps to improve my situations...i have to move on..i hope im able to stay with this new decision and continue with this new pursuit to Happiness...pray for me people and thanks for reading...do look out for my future postings..!