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Monday, February 16, 2009

The Amateur's First Trial...


Hello all,

It's been ages since my last post...many many things had happened during this time..and yeah i got engaged (i had thoughts of uploading my engagement pics :)), and im getting married in July! probably i'll put up more posts in the future, i hope :p

recently, i had grown on my long time interest in makeup ever since i found tutorial videos on applying proper makeup in youtube. my favorites are from panacea81, ricolovesmac among others... so i taught myself on the techniques that they showed and tried them on my own too...so i would like to share with all...my first 'so-called' successful trial on 'Smokey Look'...as you can see, its far from 'very good' but it looks good to me from far ehehehe....well ya, i will keep trying to improve the skill and also try other looks and share with all the next time...feel free to give me comments ya? but not too harsh though...im only an amateur..hahaha

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till then!

Saturday, May 17, 2008

It's Been A Long Time

Hey all....I know its been a long time since i put up stuff in my blog...well i dont know where to start but its been 7 months now since my last post. Hope you all are fine and thanks for still checking out my blog...

Well..its been a rollercoaster ride since the past few months, but thank God I survived it all...recently i would say that some unpleasant incidents had really knocked me hard in the head that it made me realised that i had to do something for myself...well i know that im a 'soft-hearted' person - okay okay before you all start to scramble around to grab a bin and puke into, hear me out first ok?? - well yeah as i was saying, i'm the kind of person that some say 'soft' or 'lembek' malay would call it, in terms of emotions...ppl may play some bad jokes on me, or say some unpleasant stuff abt me, or treat me the way NO ONE should be treated, but in the end i tend to forgive them and still stay nice to them. Many have told me to tell them off but then i didnt have the heart to do it...coz i know that if i were to reach that point to telling others off, it might turn out ugly and i didnt want that to happen....but then one day, i reached the max boiling point that i couldnt withstand it any longer..i've been taken advantage of and stepped on. I realised that I had to respect and stand up for myself and never EVER let others put me down. I know what im worth, what im capable of and most importantly, i dont deserve to be mentally abused in that manner. But, that doesnt mean that i have to be mean to others. With the right method used, im able to solve the problems and at the same time i didnt hurt the other person.

So, I've made small steps to improve my situations...i have to move on..i hope im able to stay with this new decision and continue with this new pursuit to Happiness...pray for me people and thanks for reading...do look out for my future postings..!

Monday, October 29, 2007

The Life of EDNIQUE

The Life of Ednique....I had just recently realised that ppl are actually interested to know about my life..well of course i'm glad to know that i do have some 'fans' of this blog who check it out quite frequently and i thank you for visiting..you know who u are, close friends, colleagues, family members....

However, little did i know that i would be a 'popular' target among some ppl who are close to the people from my past..well im not meaning to say that i do not welcome their presence, of course i do, coz they are innocent, i mean, at least they were not involved in the problems i had with the 'past' ppl...i've had the wife, girlfriend, sister, of ex-es contacting me, for the reason of just wanting to be my friend.....well to this group of ppl, i have no problems keeping in contact with them, so long as their intention is good and not bearing any grudges against me for whatever reason it is....however, sad to say..there are some black sheep among them..though they dont keep in contact with me, they are against me just because i am the 'ex' of the person they are close to...and worse still, instead of telling me directly, they made use of some 'messengers' to convey their resentment towards me...which i find it very cowardly and childish..

well honestly speaking, i didnt ask for all this attention..what's past is past, there's no need to bear grudges...so sorry to say, but i find that these ppl are just purely biased..they use their ears (noticed that i didnt mention 'heart') more than their brains...well its now 2007, I have moved on, and i seriously have no tolerance and wouldnt want to waste my time entertaining these type of ppl who want to dislike here and there when they have no idea what went wrong in between....

To those of you who happened to read this post, I hope you wont ever be like the ppl whom i've just mentioned...i too will make sure that i will never be like that....always remember, 1 finger that you point to others, 4 will be pointing back right at you...

Sunday, October 28, 2007

You're the ANGEL in my heart, MUM

It's not uncommon in this modern and fast paced society that we often fail to appreciate the ppl that are dear to us..the person who nags at us everyday when we dont get up from the bed even though after they had screamed the umpteenth time, when we dont clear our dirty laundry from the room, when we consistently mess up the house etc..is also the person who takes care of our meals, washes our laundry, stays up late just to wait for us to reach home safely, stays by our side when we need a shoulder to cry on....the person whom im referring to is none other than, our dear Mother.....(Dad pls dont take offence, i will write abt you too soon ok??)

i've had my fair share of stories of ppl who has a mother, but being left by her when they are still young, ppl who want to have a mother, but being cared by ill step-mother instead and also ppl who has a great, loving mother, but took her for granted instead...i know, i too have my fair share of those times when i had somehow in one way or another, made my mother sad or offended...i did have a glitch with her, few years back, we had different opinions on a particular matter...i knew it made her sad, but i didnt want to give in either....in the end, when the truth came to light, i realised, that mum only had my best interest at heart...and i admit, i felt really bad, so bad that i even hate myself for making her feel sad on those times...i vowed, that i will not repeat my mistakes to her, and am always concious of what i say or do, coz i dont want to offend her anymore...


Mother, in my own words, is someone, who had made great sacrifices for others and who has the heaviest responsibilities than any president of any country...never forget, she's the one who gave birth to us, takes care of us, since we were born, till we grow up. Even when we have our own families, she never fails to care for us. Not only is she a mum, she's also a wife to her husband and daughter to her parents...its no easy task being a mother, she has enough problems to worry about, enough tasks for her to carry out...and as such, she should be given the utmost respect by her children...and please, lets not add another burden on her, by being one of the problems she's facing...one of the things that would make a mother truly HAPPY, is to see her children happy being with her, show her our love, care and concern..


For those of us, who had never really showed them our love, please, do something about it...if you have never hug or kiss her and say thanks for the things she does for you, do it, before its too late....u never know, when will be the last time you will see her...don't try to wait for the next Mother's Day, coz u never know, TODAY might just be the last time you see her....


Mum, I LOVE YOU....You will always be the ANGEL in my heart that no one can replace.....




Wednesday, September 19, 2007

My Memorable Birthday 18.09.2007

hi y'all thanks for still checking up my blog though i havent had the time to really blog these days..so today i've got something to share..its my 27th Birthday Celebration, a Memorable one...
firstly, thanks to all of u who had sent me ur wishes, either personally or virtually..thanks alot i appreciate it very much, thanks for remembering, to my dear colleagues, AP,CP & AB thanks for the present, i love it..got place to hang my necklaces already ;), last but not least thanks to my family and Mr Im for making this year a memorable birthday for me...

Hmm, got me thinking...my birthdays in previous years are always an enjoyable occasion as i will celebrate it with my bro, whose bday is the day after mine..however, this year its abit different and one that i will never forget, i'll tell you why......
Firstly, my bday this year falls in the holy month of Ramadhan, my family had celebrated it with me at my place, we break fast together after which, we did our terawih prayers together (its the prayers that are conducted every night only during the fasting month), i had my first birthday wish call right at midnight by Mr Im, along with smses by my good friends Ida and Fizah (thanks loads), mum wished me Happy Birthday during sahur (the time when we wake in the early morning to have our meal), received birthday wishes via sms by Mr Im's mum, had my first dinner with Mr Im at Swensen's Vivo, had my first ice cream Bday Cake! (yum!), received my first bday wish video clip by Mr Im and his 2 nephews and had my first video clip blowing the candles...i'm gona share with yall my bday celebration, at Vivocity ;)




The bday Ice Cream Cake by Mr Im...Its called 'Hazelnut Indulgence' hmmmm..my fav..



Mr Im, diligently, trying to put all 27 candles on the cake, that only the candles can be seen rather than the cake itself hahaha...



The end product, finally, all 27 candles are on the cake....








Trying to pose with the 'burning' cake as much as possible while the candles are still alight..hmm can we blow the candles and eat the cake like, now??






Finally, my wish had come true......;) it was delicious, tak bedek...





Thank you to all, for making my Birthday this year a truly memorable and happy one for me...Words can't express how thankful and grateful I am to be loved by all of you...I LOVE YOU ALL.......

Saturday, September 1, 2007

Valuable Lessons...

you're a very good listener, good commenter, someone who is aware of the latest happening news; local and international, always brighten my days (most times), you're funny, friendly but can be rude at times, talkative (but can be real quiet some times), someone whom i can talk to about anything; be it working life, personal life, or even about life in general..grateful to be able to talk to you, coz it had somehow made an impact in my life over the course of time....You're my.......Mr CABBIE...

;) hehhe did i made u guys wonder who im talking about actually? well, did we ever wonder, who are the people who has the most interaction with ppl every single day? and im not talking about only business transactions alone...what i meant was business transaction with a personal touch...they are none other than cab drivers..u see, ppl who are in the service industries, who deal with customers each day, yes there are loads of customers that they meet and interact. but how much do we, as consumers talk to them in the few minutes of the transaction? do we talk to them about our personal lives? do we discuss the most juiciest issues in the news? we dont. well for some, yes, like maybe regular customers, insurance agents etc...but how about first encounter?

ok some of u might be thinking that i've run out of ideas for my blog and came up with this lame topic..hehe well, i'm gona put it up anyways....hmm i do admit that i'm an avid fan of TAXIs and being a regular passenger of taxi drivers, i've got the priviledge to learn alot of things and be aware of whats happening around me that i didnt know previously, (thats a comfort, though its burning holes in my pocket :P) so that inspired me to share my experiences during my short encounters with taxi drivers, which had some kind of impact in my life...

i suppose many of us take taxi quite regularly, but how many of us really remember what we chat with the 'taxi uncle/auntie' the moment we hop of the cab? as for me, i personally love to talk to taxi drivers...it can be a short trip of 5 minutes, but we could actually make a story out of it ;) i actually ever thought of compiling my encounters into a book (hahaha wishful thinking) but seriously, its really interesting to talk to them..some can be real talkative and got carried away that i had to cut them and say, "Uncle, pls stop after that hump" hhahaha....i had cabbie drivers talking about how many hotels keep changing their names that they also dunno which is which, about the latest news, which shares are going up and down, their eerie experiences in the middle of the night, their families and stories of their younger days, how they ended up being taxi drivers etc2...but the worst and the most disgusting stories i heard are about our UGLY Singaporean passengers..its really sad to know, that our own local ppl are truly deprived of moral values and basic courtesy..i usually like to ask taxi drivers about the ppl that take their cab, and many times, most of them say the same thing....about the younger, more educated generation, being very STUCK UP and RUDE. they treat the Mr Cabbies like their own personal drivers, scolded them when they refuse to speed just because they were already running late, or worse, left the driver waiting for them while they 'go and take something for a while' and never came back to pay the cab fare...and they were supposed to be the younger, well-dressed, highly educated group of ppl...i really feel ashamed and pity these drivers who are earning their daily salary driving these jerks around...

well i dont deny that there are super rude taxi drivers around too, i try not to be rude to them but if they had gone overboard, i would give them a piece of my mind :P. there was once i wanted to get off in a traffic jam at the side of the road, and this driver scolded me saying "Cannot! Cannot! later behind got motorcycle and hit my door how? who want to pay?!" i was like, gosh this uncle is sooooo gonna get it from me..i said there are no motorcycles behind and i even turned around to take a look and for God's sake its in a traffic jam! but i didnt want to argue anyway so i just sat in there stupidly waiting for the cars to move and for him to turn into the drop off lobby of my destination...when he was about to turn, his tyres hit the curb at the bend and the taxi jerked and that was when i said, "drive also cannot drive properly" kwang kwang kwang....

but the ultimate ride was this one morning, i was on the way to work and this driver was driving as though the road was zig zagged and he was driving super slowly that i was afraid to even blink my eyes...we were on the expressway when he was suddenly driving towards the side of the bend and that was when i shouted, "Uncle! what are you doing???!!!" guess what, he was actually dozzing off! oh my god, i said a little prayer thanking God that im still alive when i could have gotten into an accident..phew!

well that actually was an effective wake up call for me though, thanks uncle cabbie, you could have gotten me killed??! ahahaha ok so, thats some of the stories i wanted to share with y'all..bottom line, i just wanted to say that, taxi drivers, as much as they get on our nerves at times, they can be real nice ppl i must say..some gave good advices, they are intelligent too, some had unpleasant experiences like failed marriages, businesses that lead them to become a taxi driver, some can be abit cheeky lah hehe there even was this uncle who said if he were younger, he would go after me ;) whatever it is, i hope to convey the message that we should be appreciative towards them, driving us safely (most times) to our destination and treat them with respect as well, after all, they are earning money just like all of us....

I've learnt valuable lessons from ppl that we never thought we could learn from, and its something that i will always remember and appreciate whenever i flag a CAB.....

Saturday, August 18, 2007

This is for you, FIZ

hmmm...abit strange i felt..how come no one commented on my last post ah...?? u all agree with what i said isitttt? Thank you, thank you! hahaha well i suppose those around me would know what happened and thanks y'all for being there for me and backing me up, appreciate that lots.. MR Faker did call up few days ago coz something came up and he sounded 'well-behaved' coz i suppose he knew he was at fault...as for me, i just sounded normal, or should i say, expressionless, thats how i would be if already 'bo chup' with a person...hhee well ok i apologise if i was sounding too emotional in the last post but im sorry i couldnt help it..i suppose writing it all in the blog gives me a sense of relieve and satisfaction..and btw, MR Faker is not any of my personal friend, if u guys were wondering who this lamer is..anyway, thats it about him..

its been some time that i put up a post...so i thought today i should put up one, dedicated to a good friend and sis, Fiz..

To Fiz, i know you've been reading my blog frequently, i've been checking up urs too, and i appreciate the fact that u remember me and include me in ur posts, thats really nice of u..well yes, we havent been really close like we used to be, but in one way or another, we still do keep in touch..I feel for you, with whatever problems you're facing right now, wish i could help but i suppose, its not really possible coz its too personal.. and im in no position to do so either. but im glad u managed to tide over the rough waves...well i just want to let u know that no matter what, u can always look me up if u need someone to talk to ok?? and if u dont already know me well, i'm non-judgemental, so in ur blog, u dont know what i would be thinking of u after u 'confessed' on that issue, well my answer is, my impression of u never changed at all..i hope u will be strong enough to stand firm amidst all the distractions..

So take care, sis, live life to the fullest dont ever waste it and thank Allah for all his graciousness..

To the rest, thanks for checking up my blog, till next post...