Something to share.....

psssstttt.....i've got something to share...its something that i did...i dont know how to put it, i dont know if its wise to do it, i've been thinking about it, contemplating whether i should do it, but in the end....finally i did it....

I.....had.....a.......haircut! hahah did i just drop a bombshell?? well i know many of you are starting to say its not gona make a difference anyway coz they are not able to see hehe but then, it's something i gotta do at the moment since its giving me some problems...been keeping it for more than 2 years now and it's been some time that i've been holding back to cut it...but today, i thought, what the heck just cut it la....anyway, its just hair...can grow it back anytime...

so, the first ppl to see my new haircut were my family members...among the compliments received (or so i thougt) were, i looked better, i looked 5 years younger (thanks sis, thats really NICE of u to say that meaning, in my own words i look OLD and haggard all this while), i look like those days while i was still in secondary school, its nice..etc2..in fact my nephew looked at me and told his brother, "eh ni mak busu tau..." meaning, look, this is our auntie u know...hahah

So hello to my new look...other than it makes my head feels lighter, i suppose, its a way of me telling myself that, i'm letting go not only the over 2 years length of hair, but also, i'm letting go whatever that happened in my life during those period...the hairstylist was actually surprised when i said i wanted it to be cut short...she asked me if im ready before she took the whole bunch of hair and cut it off with one swoosh! thats really nice of u to ask, thanks for holding it in ur hand and dumping it to the floor with a smile on ur face...ouchhhh that really hurts...

well i hope, with this new haircut (not sure if it really suits me though), i will feel more energetic and refreshed, ready to open a new chapter in my life...wish me well, love y'all....